K fun times today !
hamstrings/ass day <3
medium stance squats SS plié squat
95lbs/40lbs
x 6/ x 12
115lbs/40lbs
x 6/ x 12
135lbs/40lbs
x 6/ x 12
145lbs/ 40lbs
x 6/ x 12
155lbs/ 40lbs
x 6/ x 12
165lbs/ 40lbs
x 6/ x 12
170lbs/ 40lbs
x 6 + 1 drop 125lbs x 10 *paused/ x 20
Honestly, 170lbs felt better than my set @155, shoulda tried 175, ah well.
Love squatting
I LOVE SQUATTING MORE THAN cauliflower
cable leg curl SS good mornings SS bent leg cable glute kick back
20lbs/ 75lbs/ 10lbs
x 20leg/ x 20/ x 20ass
x 20leg/ x 20/ x 20ass
x 20leg/ x 20/ x 20ass
note* I didn’t rest between any sets or exercises for this so it was like hundreds of nice burny reps all in a row.
Felt pleasantly awful.
ass machine
100lbs
x 8 1&1/2 reps*ass
x 8 1&1/2 reps *ass
seated leg curl
85lbs
x 10
x 10
x 10
1 drop
55lbs
x 15
stepmill intervals x 20 minutes
back ext. x 35
K GREAAAAAAtness
I never have a bad workout when I wear my DBZ shirt
Vegeta is on it
and some other fucker
Goku I guess his name is…
Right so life news:
I am very pleased to say that I will be re starting my old job that I left in April when I had my complete and utter emotional, hide-in-closet, breakdown.
My old boss gave me a glowing reference and I had a great interview and I’ll be starting again on feb. 16th.
NOW<— the way I see it is this is a very wonderful opportunity to truly put my life back together.
It’s probably not very apparent because I haven’t fully disclosed everything, but my life has been in ruins basically since everything that happened and didn’t happen and re happened with Marshall since spring.
Like I couldn’t for the life of my get things straight.
I was a dishwasher for two days, a housekeeper for 3 hours, and at another super lame bank for a few months. I kept trying to build myself back up and he kept being awful and then wonderful then a nightmare then a saint and I kept being killed on the inside and resuscitated, blah.
It’s been hard is all.
It’s weird because I don’t even like him or feel attracted to him anymore, but there’s some terrified little girl inside of my that thinks I’ll be alone and miserable forever without this.
I got a text the other day after a few days out of the blue like…
“gonna need head soon”
K, what the fuck is that? That’s low even for just fuck buddy communication.
I DIGRESS
As I am saying, I feel very appreciative that I can go back to a place that was good for me, and over the next couple of weeks and for the rest of my life just really work on my mental health.
Massages help a lot with my anxiety and my mood so I keep booking them in the future so I have things to look forward to. Very helpful.
Also liking chalk, sumo deadlift, hardcore boy is a positive step.
GOOD THINGS ALL AROUND N-E WAY
Babbling
Just because you can predicate a hurricane doesn’t mean you can control what happens during it. ← Quote by Jenn
beats by dre
quotes by jenn
BYE