He’s cool now. Yeah, it’s nice getting good feedback when you work really really hard on yourself. I ruined so much of my life being thin and absolutely miserable cuz I never felt good enough. I beat myself up mentally and starved myself…literally on my way to the grave. But I hit a place where I wanted to die more than live that way anymore. So, I sunk deep in my heart, mind and gut and said, pick up that fork and eat. Then pick up that dumbell and use it. Do or do not, there is no try, master yoda. I weigh about 40 frickin more lbs…maybe even more. The bar itself weighs 45 lbs. so, heck yeah I wear my armor with pride because if you look at the mortality rate of anorexics, it’s frightening the whole disease is irrational. And I’m not frickin cold all the time!