I've been a lurker on this site for quite some time now, a regular reader of nearly every article and some forums.
I have a few questions, and some are just personal opinion. dont be a douch and get all pissy telling me im too young for any sort of PH or AS. SO, i have been lifting since i was 15 i got sent to a bootcamp out of juvi, it honestly turned my life around, just lifting period believe it or not. I love it. WHen i was 17 i got a gaspari package deal and it came with Nolvadex xt the anti armatose for free.
I didnt really think about it and cycled it. I felt my testosterone peak i really can say its amazing. since then i've realized what harm it could have possibly done to me, in my growth.. and my endocrine system in general. I do have a fear that my T levels are below what they should be due to that, but i have no evidence supporting it.
5'10" 175-180lbs and a cut six pack. I can say that most 19 year old guys are lifting to get to MY BODYTYPE AND PHYSIC (fizzeek - you know what im trying to say im just too lazy to google the word)
You can call me greedy, but i just want more. I couldnt give a shit about how my abs look, i just like packing on size. And i can tell when my T levels are higher. its more about the testosterone ego and aggression that i love.
Since my anti armatose experience at 17 (which i gained about 10lbs, then lost it) i have only fucked with terribulis and CYROTEST - which i got the whole bottle for free, did jack shit but make my balls a little swole, not painful, just bigger. Two main questions for experienced guys out there:
Are there legitimate websites that sell the good stuff? Or certain people over the internet. I have $ its not a problem, i just dont want shitty stuff.
Have you heard of R A Anabolic technology, or RaW Stack?
heres whats going through my mind, correct me if i'm wrong:
I'm 19, my T is still high, and i dont want to screw anything up..
Prohormones are real bad on your liver...
AAS are much cleaner - I would prefer them over anything..
I havent really much experience with anything though, period. PH or AS...
I eat a shitload of food, being in my first yr of college, but i have not set up a real meal plan yet... partly why i loose my gains as fast as i put em on (fast metabolism)
Now i'm just going on and on, but for you might possibly be interested in helping a young lifter that was once like you keep reading...
Does this Alpha Male ACUTALLY WORK? will i feel it? its all natural, not saying i want something thats super methalated with tons of chemicals and toxins... but you know what i mean...
Are there Milder Prohormones that you would recommend? 13-ethyl and things of that relm seem promising, yet safe... and its not really about the 'safety'.. more the "i dont want to fuck up my T levels and chemically castrate myself"... but they do go hand and hand. Meaning, my liver can take it, becoming a woman i can't. ANy suggestions for my aim.. Muscle, bulking etc.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST: Are there any REAL proven facts and statistics that link using steroids under say 21-23 yrs will harm anything. Like lower than avarage T levels... Balls not maturing or recovering properly. I know i probably forgot a question but thanks for any feedback