Hello,
I initially started on 200mg test cypionate every 2 weeks. Initially, I felt INCREDIBLE: lots of confidence, lack of anxiety, positivity, all around well-being, high libido.
Then, 2 weeks later, I took my second 200mg dose of test cypionate and that’s when all the problems started.
A day after my second injection of 200mg (2 weeks after the first injection), I got like 3 major panic attacks that day. Blood pressure was at like 165/90 for almost an entire week and I felt awful: chest pains, dizziness, eye twitching, tons of anxiety. I would still feel confident and amazing intermittently throughout the week, but at least twice a day, I’d feel the panic attacks coming on. It was hard to get work done.
I continued to get panic attacks every few weeks. 3 days after I missed my next 200mg dose, I started feeling lethargic, weak, and a little anxious/depressed. HOWEVER, lots of my panic issues, blood pressure problems, etc. were beginning to subside.
Yesterday, I decided that, instead of a 200mg test cyp dose, I would do a small 40mg dose to assess tolerance (and to mitigate this tiredness and lethargy I felt for missing my dose). Within hours, I started feeling panicked again, feeling very uncomfortable and almost like I was about to get a panic attack. Last night, I only slept 1 hour because of how anxious and uncomfortable I felt.
I’ve had to start taking Xanax to ease the anxiety and prevent the panic attacks. Xanax is doing a good job at controlling that, but when the Xanax begins to wear off (after 6-7 hours or so), I begin to feel anxious and panicked again…I feel as if I will DEFINITELY get a panic attack if I go on too long without taking my Xanax now. Mind you, I don’t have a history of panic attacks or taking Xanax.
Help! I don’t know what to do. Do I continue a small dose of 40mg test cyp every week and hope that these panic attacks eventually subside as I get acclimated to it? Or do you suggest that I stop the test completely? Is TRT just not for me?
These are my labs so far:
March 4th, 2019 (3 days before staring TRT):
Testosterone, Serum: 333 ng/dL (reference is 264-916 ng/dL )
Free testosterone, Direct: 9.1 pg/mL (reference is 8.7-25.1 pg/mL)
Estradiol: 20.0 pg/mL (reference is 7.6-42.6 pg/mL )
Prolactin: 6.4 ng/mL (reference is 4.0-15.2 ng/mL )
LH: 4.7 mIU/mL (reference is 1.7-8.6 mIU/mL )
FSH: 1.6 mIU/mL 1.5-12.4 mIU/mL
March 14th, 2019 (One week after starting TRT, BEFORE the panic attacks started with the 2nd dose)
Testosterone, Serum: 575 ng/dL (reference is 264-916 ng/dL )
Estradiol: 20.0 pg/mL (reference is 7.6-42.6 pg/mL )
I am scheduled to test Testosterone, Serum and Estradiol again tomorrow. I will update you with numbers. I hope that they can steer me in the right direction. These panic attacks are pure torture and almost don’t make the amazing benefits of TRT worth it so far.
Protocol from March 7th, 2019 to March 21st 2019 has been:
Testosterone Cypionate, 200 mg injections every 2 weeks
My exploratory protocol from April 7th, 2019 has been:
Testosterone Cypionate, 40mg injections every 1 week.
Any and all guidance would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!