[quote]Rohnyn wrote:
OP lives in a 1st world country, has access to the internet, and can afford a psychiatrist…how bad could his life really be?
When I got where he is at right now I thought about my Grandmother’s upbringing. Her Father killed himself when she was 14, her Mother ran off and abandoned their family, and she had to fend for her 4 young siblings at that young age in a poor third world country. Dropping out of school and working two jobs as a servant for wealthy people to feed her younger siblings, all the while having to keep creepy fucks from trying to rape her when their wives were away.
Don’t you think that shit would make you depressed? She forced herself into a state of ‘will’ and ‘do’, and she is currently 98 years old, still ticking. Moved herself from hopeless poverty to first world society in a less than half a life time. Brought her whole family with her as well.
You are a man, you have a penis, and testicles…not to mention 20x more opportunities and luxuries than she did. If she can do that, then I think you can get out of this ‘feel bad for yourself’ bullshit.
You are a strong person already, you have dedicated yourself to IronLife and don’t want to be weak. You obviously want OUT of depression and sadness, or whatever it is that afflicts you. You just need to realize the power only lies within yourself. Do you think some Paki Doctor who sees you as another client to slang some Chinese ‘bitch mentality’ pills to, gives a FUCK about helping you? Noone can help you but you, you are 100% alone in this world. But…
You are strong and capable and WILL succeed. You have that power within yourself.
Take your fist, and make your life.[/quote]
you seem to be confusing OCD with depression. The OP has OCD, which is believed to be caused by imbalances in the brain. poor quality of life has nothing to do with OCD.
EDIT: and yes, I know the OCD is causing depression. but treating the symptoms and not the source would be stupid. telling him to “man up” is horrible advice.
OP I don’t know from experience if Prozac will affect your gains. however you might feel less inclined to lift in general, I know anti-depressants can sometimes cause a shift in the things you enjoy.