I debated whether to log this but, being able to look back and find a timeline is helpful to me.
I have been feeling so bad that I broke down and went to a doctor. For me this is huge! Especially after last years debacle.
He did some basic blood work and says that my thyroid levels are elevated, blood sugar was a little high, and my RBC was elevated, this kinda freaked me out! The FSH test indicates menopause or post menopause. I have another appointment Wed to talk about what we can do about it.
I told him I thought the wasp sting triggered this episode. He said that wasp venom can actually affect your bone marrow… who knew?
i asked if I could still lift and he said, “absolutely” The scale said 109 lbs the other day and thru it in corner! This just means I will have to start light again. It took about three months last time for things to start clicking, I am hoping he can help speed this up this time!
I just hope I found a good one, and this doesn’t turn out to be a nightmare, like the dentist. I don’t have any idea what his thoughts will be on this but y’all need to help me keep my shit together. I get mucho wigged out about doctors. Ugh!
I am hoping the anxiety issues are being caused from the elevated thyroid levels, and hopefully the anxiety will ease up, and I can see this thru.
I REALLY miss my best friend right now! I cried for two hours the other day while texting another friend. He just doesn’t get it. Always says he is there for me, but when it gets difficult he gets distant. Empty words mean nothing. Talk is cheap and whiskey costs money!