You're going about this the wrong way, Dean. There are people here who would help you but you have to approach the matter with some intelligence. First, get a decent foundation of knowledge on anabolics by reading the forums, Cy Willson's articles, and everything by Bill Roberts on Mesomorphosis.
There are countless other sites where you can begin to educate yourself, but the ones I listed here are a good start.
Once you have a decent base of knowledge and an idea of what type of cycle would be appropriate for you (and why), review the forums here and make note of the regular contributors who seem to know their stuff. Use the PM function to contact one individual privately and KINDLY ask if they would help you with a reliable source.
If you don't make it apparent that you've done your research and you can communicate intelligently on the topic, you won't get any assistance. Also, if you're under 21 or can't type a complete sentence without five typos, you'll be ignored. NEVER ask for or name a source in the public forums. This will only invite ridicule and ensure that no one will take you seriously.