Basically two nights ago shit kicked off at my house.
My parents are divorced and I live with my mom and younger sister... My sister is involved with the wrong guys, lets just say she has daddy issues. Anyway her boyfriend and his mate turn up at 3am. These guys are both older than me the boyfriend 21 and the mate 30 years old,
both heroin addicts and general scum of the earth who think a spell in prison makes you "sound" and yes they have both been in prison.
Anyway it's fallen to me over the years to be man of the house and in situations like this I don't have the experience to deal with things. I told my sister I didn't want them in the house at 3am waking up my mom so she takes them round the corner. My sisters friend was out there too and she goes to come back in and the big guy 30 years old is following her.
I let her in and in my english accent tell him to piss off and slam the door in his face, probably not the best idea but I have a really short fuse recently especially with people who have the audacity to assume they can just use my house as some sort of a rest house.
The guy starts knocking on the door and so I say "what do you want I told you to piss off do you not understand english?" He says your sister said I can come in so I told him well thats tough shit now fuck off. He leaves and 60 seconds later the guy is back but now his hand is through my letter box trying to open the door handle.
When I see this I lose it and fly for the door adrenaline and all and shout forgetting my mom was sleeping what the fuck do you think your doing and he pulls his hand out and hides below the door.
By now I was wondering 1. this dude is an idiot and isn't sane 2. should i go out there and start brawling - which is what I wanted to do. The only reason I hadn't already is because he was affiliated with my sister. If a stranger had his hands in my house reaching for the door I'd of gone for the guy.
I would be a liar to say I wasn't scared because this guy was 200+ lbs, 30 years old with hands the size of dustbin lids plus I knew he had been to prison for biting a mans nose off and attempted murder. I'm 19 years old and I knew I'm no match for a 30 year old grown 200+lbs mad man. But I was too angry to be scared and I have had enough of doing and saying nothing in my life and would rather die fighting than on my knees.
I stood up to the guy but, I still feel like I should of hurt this guy for doing that... I know at 19 I'm not a man yet but it is my job as the male to defend the house. I feel like a damn pussy for not taking this guy out.
Anyway my mom woke up and actually let the a-hole in. I went for a shower because I was shaking with anger.
What would you of done in my situation?
Take into consideration I'm 145 lbs best with tiny hands and no real power compared to a man like that.