I am 34 years old. I have been diagnosed with everything from bipolar to major depression ever since I was 19 years old. I remember waking up when I was 19 and it felt like one of testes was destroyed and I had no idea what to do. I declined pretty rapidly afterward. I had to quit college and loss interest in sex. Before this I wanted to nail every girl from 17 to 99 years of age... I mean it was sick. After my testicular damage I was like more than a timid dog without the urge to bit.
Anyway. I recovered from testicular damage somewhat in the passing years but it was never the same and I was never quite the same mentally. My thoughts were slower, my concentration sucked, I was basically depressed. I eventually got into bodybuilding because of my dad whom was a marine awhile back. He put the boot to ass and I started training. I noticed as I trained that I felt better and one of the trainer there asked me if I had my testosterone checked. I told him about the previous problems and I was in the low 100's in testosterone. I eventually started trt and now 6 weeks later feel awesome. like I did before I was 19 with added intelligence of full grown man.
My confidence is up and so is my wood. My wife is wondering if I am cheating on her because I fuck the hell out of her everynight and continue to want more. My mind is sharp as ever. I feel like I am getting better everyday and I feel of optimism. Trt has saved my sanity.