What do you do when you stop giving a shit?
Seriously. I’ve got no idea.
I’m thinking of getting a helicopter pilot’s license since I’ve always wanted to fly.
This would not only send me broke but put me in debt to the tune of a year’s net salary.
I am really tempted but I don’t want to ‘run away’ from the real problem (myself).
Before you tell me to harden the fuck up let me say I already know that I should.
Does anyone else stay afloat in reality but feel like shit anyway?
I managed to graduate university (Information Technology).
I managed to get good employment (I’m earning more than many of my peers).
I started a law degree to relieve the boredom but I’m thinking maybe I’ll postpone this for a while…
I’m only 23.
Before when I felt like this (2 years ago) I started lifting weights. I try hard to turn my negative thoughts into positive actions.
I’ve lost my motivation to do this.
I always thought that those who desired to know ‘WHY’ we are on this planet were stupid - we just are.
Now I’m asking that same question.
Would love your thoughts. There’s a few older people on these forums with some insight now and again and I turn to you now.
(Yes. I’ve been drinking. For a while now, every night).