I hate the way my body looks untrained. I love how it looks trained. I hate how clothes don’t fit well untrained and fit made to measure trained. I hate the fact that when I am untrained i don’t get any initial attention off girls, i love the fact that when i am trained and on holiday i get into 3 somes and girls give me their numbers. I am power driven, my goals are money and the materialism and freedom it buys and to keep on looking like I do. I have always felt like this I have to be the best, it is why i succeeded at school and am career driven,it’s why i train hard.