Are you there t nation? It’s me, jenn, and I need you.
So work guy messages me today telling me hes having dreams of fucking me.
I said oh you shouldn’t have called it quits then
He said it’s ok I have an old friend who can help me with my needs
I said wow that’s an asshole thing to do and say when you know I have feelings for you
He said so… old friend, do you want to?
Now my heart is twisted in knots because I’m not over him and I’ve never in my life had to reject a guy I like because they reject me
Which he has
And now what ?
I fuck someone who I like but who doesnt actually like me
No I dont want to
But as my shrink says I put the emotional needs of men before my own
I haven’t replied
But I’m in tears and dying inside and any strong woman wouldn’t find this hard