I'm a disabled USMC vet and have always attributed my downs with that. My wife has always been there to support me as far as that's concerned though.
However, at my peak physical self, I tested at 293 - somewhat on the low end of the spectrum - which was still in range. Plus, I was still making gains, so it really wasn't an issue.
I only got tested again, 4 years later at 28 years old, to see my test baseline to know my recovery point after a cycle. Come to find out, I'm well below normal at 93.
Now, I'm in the process of seeing what's attributed to my preexisting disability, low test, and natural aging. It's only speculatory at this point.
I've always been able to get and maintain diamonds; that's never been a problem. But, the interest in sex has faded over the years to where it needs to be initiated, or it won't even cross my mind. Again, can that be my mental state or low T? Since I have the other variable to contend with of psychological disorders, it's hard to distinguish between the two now that I'm faced with the numbers. I think the only way to solve it is injecting some test and seeing if I feel better and 24 again?
Not something that I can really discuss with a doc being in Japan with a significant language barrier and all...