A little history to start with. At the age of 20 I experimented with one shot of test enanthate 50mg.Yes one single shot. My hormones have never been the same since then. I wasn’t able to recover fully. And I was too scared to deal with it for all these years.I’m 28 rn. (i know i fucked it up like many young people ). And now i want to deal with it before it is too late.
Here are my numbers.
Free testosterone : 40pg/ml
Total testosterone : 618ng/dl
Prolactin : 9.57
TSH: 1.4 uiU/ml
FT3: 2.9 pg/ml
I have been noticing decline in my memory all these years but now it has hit rock bottom.
Of what i read on these forums i have the following two options.
A. Start trt and lower Shbg and increase free t to optimal level.
B. Attempt Hpta restart starting with Hcg (But using HCG will escalate Shbg)
I have the following questions
1.Do i have anything left to restart?
2. Have my testes survived in all these years or leydig cells inside the testes die due to low lh supply in all these years.
3. What is the best course of action in the current stage?