Ok so I went to the urologist because I had testicular pain and wanted hcg. He wanted to take me off the test shots and put me on clomid and then test. I had told him no, lol.
Anyways we worked somthing out and I was put on clomid and would get three more t shots then stop the shots and test 2 weeks later. Anyways a couple days after my 3rd shot I started feeling great.
Basically I was starting to have all these wonderful experiences that everyone talks about with successful TRT. Previously I was on 100mg and the only thing I felt was that my mood swings disappeared. I e-mailed the urologist letting him know how good I felt and I wanted to get tested to see where I was at that time.
Ten days after my last shot I crashed. I felt worse than even before I started the tx. minus the mood swings. I actually even felt depressed hasn’t ever been a problem. I had my last labs and they were the same as when I was just on the t shots. (So I’m confused on how I actually felt worse…)
I go to see the urologist and he’s telling me my labs are normal with just the clomid and he doesn’t feel comfortable putting me on t shots and clomid when I have normal lab values.
So I’m pissed, I was pissed before the apt because I saw this coming and had my arguments prepared. I talked about optimal ranges, treating only the numbers and not the symptoms. Told him if he came to me coughing but he had a normal temperature did that mean he wasn’t sick.
He said if I could get an endocrinologist to sign off on it he would tx. it. I’m thinking wtf if and endocrinologist signs off on it I don’t need him to tx. it, the damn endo will tx it.
Anyways I was almost there! I’m so pissed now I gotta do all this again with endo and we all know how well they tx. TRT.