You need to include lab ranges, a range of 40 is meaningless without lab ranges as every labs has it’s own ranges. Your dosage is all wrong, you have mgs and volume of medicine, ei. 100mg .8 ml would be 80mg. You would do well with injections twice weekly, as this keeps you levels more stable and avoids the peaks and valleys when you T-levels start dropping 5-8 days after injection. It sounds like your estrogen levels got a bit high and was probably why you were feeling horrible.
A lot of us who never had anxiety before have experience it with high or low E2, it’s important that you find a doctor that will properly monitor your blood levels so you don’t have problems. Once you’re dialed in TRT can help you more easily manage your emotional symptoms, the first couple of months can be difficult but it’s important to hang in there because it gets easier.