Former personaltrainer, teamtrainer in crossfit/yoga and fitness within teamsports... 2014 i went through testicular cancer, chemo and surgeries and was left feeling horrible!
I tried to recover naturally, but was always fighting fatigue, brain fog, hairloss, muscle loss, sexual drive wich then lead me to research my testosteron levels: In India they were TT 260 and free 7.5 (8-35) ?
Comming back to Denmark I continued to recover naturally, but still fought against faul fatigue, tiredness, depression.. Blood was drawn and T came 15nmol wich is kinda ok, but not great....
I have started TRT wich was a injection of Nebido 1000ml 750mg active T ? 6weeks after my T level was 15nmol wich i dont function any good at... I am now on my second injection week 6, and feel FU**** horrible..
1. Low libido
2. Erection quality "worse"
3. I feel awesome week 1-4, at week 5/6 i lose benefits of TRT and become depressed, lose energy, mental clarity and overall grumpy none social.
So basicly i have no idea why my libdo and erections are worse with TRT then with low T? OK i get the point with Nebido, but heck I live off of fitness? I dont need the same protocol as a 80year old man!
Bloods from TRT: any ideas on my numbers / symptoms?
part 1 http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=20rlnyc&s=8
part 2 http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=243j2vc&s=8#.VWrZyEZmfrY