A little about myself first.
29 yo male
been seriously training 5+ years
I started off 5-6 years ago a 320lb fat ass. I started reading this site learning all I could about diet and working out. I got down to 175lbs but on the way down to that weight I lost damn near all my muscle's because I got sick with strep throat 3 times in a row (couldn't eat and bed ridden for a month).
I have slowly bulked back up to 224 for the past 2 years in prep for a major surgery (tummy tuck, cant diet years of being obese off) which will be in January. I'm about to start my cutting phase to get down enough to the required surgery weight. I know how to hold on to the muscle while I diet down I also have the willpower to do anything I want. My problem is I think after the surgery I will be sorta in the same situation as I was when I Got strep and will loose all the hard work I put in for the gains because of the recovery process.
I'm doing my research and figured I would go with what the suggestion is on the first cycle. Testosterone Enanthate 250 with the proper PCT. The only problem I'm running into is finding a source I thought about just going to Mexico but that scares the shit out of me since I have been down there before and said I would never go back. I workout in a company gym so that's a dead end. I though about going to some local gyms but there was just a huge bust in my area and I know everyone will be on edge about new people and I don't blame them for that. I have one more chance and that is hopefully some can point me into a right direction I can order online and take that risk. Like I said I have tried to find stuff online but maybe I don't know what to type in the search engine.
I'm not planning on doing many cycles at all I am just fine with filling out the very small amount of skin left on my arms and to get back on schedule without wasting another 2 years to get back to what I am today. Plus I think I have reached my limit to size at 225 but want to be a little bit bigger.