Hey guys, I've been cruising these forums for at least a good year now and learning a lot about AAS along the way. I decided to make an account and start a cycle log for anyone thats interested, I remember when I was getting into bodybuilding, the cycle logs gave me a good idea of what to expect with certain oils and orals, this is me returning the favor.
A little background about myself. I'm 25 and have been weight lifting on and off for 5-6 years. Things became serious back in November 2014 when I decided I was going to do a bodybuilding show. I was 12 weeks out from the show and decided to make the transition into the anabolic world. My first cycle was as follows :
Test P : 150mg EOD
Masteron P : 100mg EOD
Anavar : 100mg ED
Winstrol : 100mg ED
Nolva : 20mg ED
(RIP to liver, I know)
I got insane gains off that cycle, but my mental stability was not even close to where it needed to be, and I dropped out of that show. During that first cycle, and how I didnt do the show in such a dramatic fashion(Going through a break up in 6 year relationship) made bodybuilding very personal for me. This is going to be the cycle that puts everybody in my class to sleep. It is as follows :
Tren E - 300mg E3.5D w/1-4
Test E - 150mg E3.5D w/1-4
Anadrol - 100mg ED w/1-4
Arimidex - .5MG EOD w/1-12
Tren E - 450mg E3.5D w/4-12
Test E - 225mg E3.5D w/4-12
I'm currently in week 3 of the cycle, I started at 194lbs and currently weight 202lbs. So far the pumps are insane, and my body is looking different at a rapid rate. This is my 2nd cycle and I read everywhere that most people do not advise running Tren until a little later on because of the intensity. I remember reading specifically on this forum that somebody said "Tren is like steroid roulette, you don't know what you get until you try".
Well I'm trying, and physical sides are managable right now, the most difficult being sleepless nights and ridiculous amounts of sweating and it's getting worse every week. My greatest enemy right now though is the mental sides. You don't run tren, tren runs you lol. My aggression is becoming a problem, if some people have a short fuse, that means I don't have a fuse at all anymore, I just blow up.
On top of that, Tren is giving me a ridiculous attitude, I can't help but feel that I'm better then everybody else, and I don't even associate with my closest friends anymore because I desire solitude. At the end of the day though, solitude keeps me grounded and focused.
One last thing I want to mention before I cap this off, I want everyone to have a good idea of what I'm actually like, and what I actually do in my day to day life and bodybuilding. I am a pretty heavy drug user, and I smoke a pack of cigarettes a day. I use cocaine, MDMA, oxy and ketamine regularly, and I smoke several joints every single day(for the last 6-7 years).
I'm sure there are many of you who will no longer take me seriously after sharing that, but the point behind exposing it is that different shit works for different people. I'm high on weed 100% of the time when I'm weight lifting, and high on cocaine about 50% of the time I'm lifting, and I'm still able to make ridiculous gains. I took this pic earlier today.
Please lets keep this professional, the reason for this log is for people out there who are like me(which im sure there are), and give them something to relate to. Any comments, suggestions, and personal opinions are greatly appreciated.