I'm in need of some help/advice here. I'm suffering from some crazy fucking depression right now. Crying over things I wouldn't normally cry about and just obsessing over my exes. My weekly cycle is:
200mg Test Cyp
300mg Tren Ace
Now, this is the exact cycle I did last year without any problems whatsoever. I felt great the whole time, had minimal sides other than night sweats and shit cardio. Otherwise, everything was good. This time around though, I just got slammed with the craziest depression I've ever dealt with in my life. I'm not one that's prone to this sort of thing. I'm generally a very positive guy. However, this is hitting me hard. The ONLY difference from this cycle to last cycle, is I fucking forgot to take my caber for 2 weeks.
So, now I'm wondering what exactly is causing this issue. I'm assuming my estrogen levels are probably high, I guess due to the progesterone since I missed my caber doses? I thought I had some Letro on hand, but apparently I threw it out. I just ordered some more but after doing more research, I'm wondering if Letro is not the way to go and that I should have gotten Aromasin instead? I've also started taking my caber again at .5mg e3d.
Fortunately, this hit me near the end of my cycle. I started feeling this last week. I have my last injection tomorrow and then I'm fucking done. However, the roller coaster of emotions and severe depression is driving me crazy. I'm self aware enough to realize I'm not my usual self, which is enough to keep me from doing anything stupid. I just want to get back to normal again though.
So, can anyone offer some kind of help advice? Will the Letro help or am I in for a worse ride when I stop taking it? Since I'm done with my cycle, do I just need to tough this shit out and let my body adjust naturally over time?
Also, I'm prescribed TRT by my doctor at 200mg Test cyp every 2 weeks. However, for this cycle I upped it to 200mg per week instead. I will continue to stay on this dose for another couple weeks before dropping back down to my TRT dosage.
I appreciate any help anyone can give. And if at all possible, try to keep the flames minimal. I'm a sensitive nancy right now. This shit sucks.