[quote]Fletch1986 wrote:
[quote]pat wrote:
[quote]Fletch1986 wrote:
[quote]MattyXL wrote:
[quote]Fletch1986 wrote:
[quote]MattyXL wrote:
[quote]Goodfellow wrote:
So getting right to the point:
I feel like shit, I have no ‘vitality’ and I go to sleep of a night hoping I don’t wake up the next morning. I know have plenty to live for, I’m in good health, smart, relatively good looking I guess, but I just can’t shake this feeling of emptiness I’ve had for the last 6 months or so.
Does anyone have any advice for getting over this sort of thing? I feel that it would be a bit of a dramatic step to go see a psychiatrist.
P.S. I still go to the gym, 12 times a week lately, mostly because I can shut my brain off and not think about anything.
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There is that saying a “a mind is a terrible thing to waste.” I like to shorten it, at times “a mind is a terrible thing.”
I feel for you, and hope you get on the right track, unless you have been through it, no one could explain the despair an individual can go through with mental and emotional illness. Always misunderstood, often marginalized and always stigmatized.
I have dealt with depression and OCD for almost 20 years and have at times felt like an absolute lab rat with the amount of meds I have taken. I will concede that what got me out of my abyss was the combo of psycho therapy and meds.
Medication is a very, very difficult issue for me because while they helped I have been on them for so long I am terrified to go off of them for the fear of losing myself and family once again.
See a professional therapist and psychiatrist, do not go to a GP, as I did a long time ago and was prescribed Welbutrin and it led me into a pysch ward for a little while. As you can read that Welbutrin may effect someone better than others, I am living proof of that, it led me into a mania that could of ended horribly wrong.
You need to listen to other peoples journey but not follow it, while many of us have had similar issues no one has your issues specifically. Get help, understand your warning signs and triggers. Understand and know that there is light at the end of the tunnel, don’t lose hope. Good luck brother[/quote]
Hmmm… that’s why doctors asked 4 or 5 times in different ways if I’ve ever had symptoms of mania before prescribing me wellbutrin.
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My GP never asked me, I never experienced Mania before I took Welbutrin. [/quote]
Wellbutrin is one of the more typically well tolerated ones. But I have heard of it inducing mania, but typically with people who have experienced it before. Sounds like you were really unlucky. [/quote]
I have to caution strongly against wellbutrin. While it has been found to have some clinical effect for depression, it’s also strongly correlated with anxiety. For those who do not tolerate it well, the side effects can be a nightmare and it takes a long time to get over them. I personally think this drug is going to get pulled eventually. It’s too harsh.
You got to be careful with your squash. If your depression is tinged with anxiety, stay the hell away from wellbutrin. You’re better off with Paxil, Lexapro or Effexor.
Wellbutrin is popular because it does not have the sexual side effects of SSRI’s, but the side effects it does have are often much worse.
I caution strongly against it. People have reported complete personality changes on it… It’s just to dangerous, IMHO.[/quote]
Wellbutrin never really had negative side effects for me except I was just a little less social, a little fidgety, and by the end of the day I’d feel a tiny bit zombied out. It just made it easier to focus, gave me more energy, and boosted my mood a little bit. It was almost like milder adderall with fewer side effects for me. [/quote]
Some people tolerate it well. But for those who don’t, it causes major problems. It can make you crazy. It is indicated strongly with regards to aggression, anger and anxiety. If you have any issues with those 3 things, stay the hell away from Welbutrin.