I've actually been like stress free. It's now just stress related to having to drag my sorry ass through every effort I have to make.
Bench 275x2, 245x6
legit ass to grass squat 315x5 (no wraps or belt) (was hoping for better, but I had an extremely rough night last night, personal issues.
I dont pull anymore, but after I buy some straps I will start again, I pulled 495 last week but grip failed at lockout. I've deadlifted like 3 times in the past almost two years.
I'm mostly looking to improve my squat and bench while working on back width, arm, and shoulder size. I'd like to lose some chub too but Thats pretty low on priorities right now.