Hey guys, I know this may not be the best place for this but i have gotten good advice from T Nation about things lifting and non lifting related.
Alright, so i am a sophomore right a now and thinking about quitting lacrosse. Here are my reasons.
Program hired a new coach, i dislike him and i sure as hell know he dislikes me
Not happy with where i am being placed right now (games have not started yet but i won’t likely be seeing any significant varsity time I am line 3 varsity right know and line 1 JV).
defensive coach is putting kids who are a lot worse then me above me because they play football and i don’t. I know for a fact i am better then these kids. I beat them in all 3 test we had to do and outwork them in practice every fucking day.
I feel like a train wreck every day and miss lifting daily.
Things holding me back.
- My teamates are my best friends. Sure i have some friends outside of lax but the memories iv’e mad during lax season with these guys is something i can’t replace
-I feel like i am letting everyone around me down
- I feel like a little part in me still loves the game and i will most the thrill of competition.
I don’t really know what to do. Hopping i could get some advice.