yes that is definitely me in my avatar.
Listen man all bullshit aside;
1. your questions have been answered many many times, just look at the stickies at the top of the forum.
2. you really don't sound like you have a slightest idea on AAS use, and I'm not saying that to be a dick.
3. my guess is you're like 16.
4. people even through taking shots at you HAVE INFACT given you advice. YOU ARE NOT READY.
lyou will find yourself hating life and add to the steroid related suicide statistic the media likes to potray.