It’s been a couple of days, hasn’t it? Yesterday was pretty much a lost cause, as I was either asleep at the wheel, or sorting mail, or reviewing some stuff that most people would not want to deal with. In that time, however, I’ve been learning some pretty interesting things, both about myself and about others. As I mentioned in the previous entry, I opened up a small can of worms regarding some of my desires.
At one point, the term “sociopath” was thrown out there. I am most assuredly not one of those. Thankfully, a couple of people stepped up and are actually engaging the topic and providing a lot of insight. Of course, a lot of it dealt with the BDSM culture, however, it’s not as simple as that, apparently. Needless to say, I’ll be doing a lot of research into all of what was discussed, and how I fit into that realm. Some pretty interesting and thought-provoking stuff.
I’ll say that embracing that part of me has caused me to reconsider some things as far as relationships go. It actually complicates things a bit, as I will have to be a lot more open when discussing sex with a potential girlfriend. I don’t anticipate most ladies swinging anywhere near that direction! Oh well…enough for now. Onto the workouts!
Since Tuesday morning’s session, I haven’t had to deal with the aggression much. That’s a blessing. I don’t know what I would do with myself if I remained like that for a long period of time. I would probably have to go back into counseling/therapy, just to cover myself. It’d also be part of my way of letting my bosses know that things aren’t as alright as they may think.
While I am pretty open and honest with folks, some don’t take to heart what I tell them. From a normal person’s perspective, if I am telling you that something is “off” with me, it’s a big deal, as I am typically the cool, calm, collected type around most people. The last time my information when un-heeded, I ended up having to be locked into an office to keep me away from the source of my angst at the time. It was bad. Ativan what my friend that day. But, moving along, Tuesday evening was back and bi’s. You all know what that means!
Deadlifts:
135 x 5 (Warmup)
315 x 5 (2 sets)
385 x 3 (8 sets)
315 x 6 (2 sets)
With my lower back giving me some small troubles, I decided to err on the side of caution from here on out…
Seated Rows (Machine)
185 x 10 (5 sets)
Chins/Pullups
BW x 5 (10 sets)
Barbell Curls
105 x 6 (3 sets)
95 x 6 (3 sets)
Hammer Curls
45lbs x 16 (consecutive count, 4 sets)
Scott Curls
20 x 15 (1 set)
30 x 15 (1 set)
20 x 20 (1 set)
Reverse-Grip Barbell Curls
65 x 8 (3 sets)
That took some starch out of me for the night. The next morning proved to be a lil more tiresome…
Hill Sprints (40 m with the weighted vest on)
8
Sledgehammer Drills
6 rounds x 1:00 (3 over right, 3 over left)
Abs (I forget what all I did…I just know it sucked immensely!)
After this workout, I was pretty useless for most of the day. So bad, in fact, I found myself in my room before lunch, and passed out for a couple of hours. From there, it was time for me to help sort out mail for the unit. It wouldn’t have been bad, save for the ass-clown who runs the mailroom and is basically a Negative Nancy.
I avoid this dude simply because he is a complete downer. But, it was worth it in the end, as I got some more of my missing mail! Pity the excitement was short lived, as some of my belongings were crushed and/or destroyed by the mishandling done by the mail clerks. I tell ya, if I had the power to do so, I would definitely allow them folks down south to feel my wrath! Mail and gym.
Those are the only things I have to look forward to out here! Feeling resentment and some anger, I decided that even though I was working late, and time was against me, I would take my ass to the gym for my leg workout. I’d been reading about Rest-Pause training, so I thought I would give it a try. I should be careful about curiosity.
Front Squats
135 x 5 (3 sets, warmup)
Squats
225 x 6 (1 set)
245 x 5 (1 set)
290 x 2, 15 sec rest, 290 x 2, 15 sec, 290 x 2, 15 sec, 290 x 2, 15 sec, 290 x 2 (this constituted 1 set. I did 3 sets.)
225 x 5, 20 sec rest…(did this iteration 3 times, for 3 sets)
Lying Leg Curls
35lbs each leg x 12 (3 sets)
Lunges
105 x 10 (1 set is all it took for me to realize that I was smoked!)
Calf Raises
135 x 15 (3 sets)
That rest-pause stuff destroyed me. So much so that I overslept by two hours this morning. The only times I even budged last night were during my tinkle-times, and when big guns went boom. Other than those times, I was gone. I guess that was my body’s way of telling me I needed rest. I am not complaining one bit. Tonight is shoulders, and I’m giving serious thought to taking it lightly. Probably won’t happen, though. I’m a glutton for punishment! For now, it’s back to research mode! Deuces…