Yeah so, i needed a vent.. and no one else really understands me here. I've been sick for close to a month now, and im plain sick of it.
I havent been able to go to my doctors as I've found out at the moment im probably not covered by medical insurance. I've had really bad sinus problems all summer, but within the last month got worse, along with those dizzy spells & being extremely fatigued. Then a sore throat started up last week. Oh right, and my bloody noses started again (when im not completely clogged up). This is starting to seem more & more like last year.
Sometimes i just want to workout, and i go to do it and i just - blah - cant.. I did manage to get in a long mountain to street bikeride the other day (the good thing about bikerides is once i get started my nose starts running like crazy temporarily clearing up the sinus issues).
Sorry to go on & on.. I just really need to let it all out. I was hoping i'd get better quickly considering for once im eating right, and getting the right vitamins & nutrients.
i've pretty much decided if the joint pain/swelling andor mouth/nose sores start again im going back to the rheumatologist - insurance or not and am going to put my foot down to treat me for my symptoms(he thought quitting smoking and loosing weight would solve the majority of my symtpoms.. well here i am smoke free since xmas & nearly 20lbs lighter & counting), im so sick of this crap.