I understand your concern, my main goal now is to lose bodyfat and improve cardio, i was hospitalized because i have something called avms, i get in esophagus and stomach, look them up, they act like small ulcers that i periodically have get endoscopy and coterize, they unset around 40 i never knew i had them until i starting Coumadin, which increased internal bleeding and anemia, i have never been anemic before , one my last leg workouts before was squat 585x3 wraps only, stl deadlift 315x20, 5min weighted situp, and 3 sets 50 single leg hypertextension, then a two mile jog walk in under 18 minutes, i doubt i was anemic then. I found i can get scoped every 6 months instead of when i am systematic of anemia no problem with that the last scopes lasted about 10 months each. As far as clots as long as my blood pressure is around 120 over 80 and my inr is between 2 and 3, (most people's inr is .8 - 1.0) i am at a much lower risk then most with my bmi, repeating my self this number one now. Now with shedding 30 pounds of fat my blood pressure will go down further reducing chance of clots again. I really appreciate your concern quackerz here is mine i do not know your stats. Age strength level etc, but i think you do have some knowledge either you are a nurse, med tech or you have relatives who have serious health problems, your dad. I know what its like to be minutes away from death, the first clot a saddle clot blocks off both lungs, and the psychological scars it has left on me and family (mom) . I currently under treatment for clots blood pressure. And going to make an adult choice in future of what i want to do. I have seen some of you post top loading 1250 a week equipoise, 1000 enathate aweek, some of the cycles i think are overkill, unless you have been on for 15 years like i said little is known about your training strength etc. I bench almost 400 before first cycle with eight years natural training . Do you know how hard it was to get gear back then 90s, and when you got it it was underdosed, counterfeits, you were happy to get some mex vet gear . Anyway i think guy's do too much stuff nowadays, guy's and gals with crazy musculature that get big as fuck with light weights. Me i want to pull 700 plus and jerk 400, take up judo or jujitsu and be a bigger bad ass at 45 then 25, later bro.