Thanks for the response.
Blood Panel: When I start the "restart" again I'm going to include a TT, FT and LH/FSH.
Testes: I noticed after a week on the SERMs I definitely had some size increase, although my left testicle is significantly larger than the right, which feels funny/uncomfortable.
I'm 38, have an average build.
Medical conditions: hypogon, anxiety disorder.
TRT: I stated before I've been on for 2 years; not accurate, for the better part of 2 years before that I was "self-medicating" my low level T w/OTC Novedex - this put me at ~ 900ng/dl total. I've been injecting about 1.75 years. The earliest "lab" I have indicates TT of 305. I think though that I had been on Androgel (which I used about 3-4 months I think) for a month at that time. I think I was ~240 ng/dl when first tested; upper 200's at most. Prolactin tested normal. The endo never tested estrogen of any "flavor". TRAB tested at 9 (0-9%) in 9/09. The first time estrogen has been tested is when I used adex only for several weeks and Estradiol was 13.6 (7.6-42.6 pm/ml), TT was 351..academic - IGF-1 was 154 (109-284). These are some of the tests I've had. Several other components have been tested over the years.
When I've run a standard 50mg 2x weekly injection regimen I've tested at TT and FT 674 and 20.2 respectively. FWIW, I abstained from everything for 3 weeks and had these results on 9/10/10:
FSH .3 (1.5-14.0)
LH .1 (1-9)
prolactin 12.7 (3.0-30.0)
TT 131ng/dl (241-827)
estradiol 13.0 (10-42pg/ml)
estrone 8.8 (9-36pg/ml)
total estrogens 21.8 (19-69pg/ml)
HCG: it's expensive but I'm willing to get it in an attempt to correct things. Is it significantly better than SERMs for testicular restoration?
Footnote: I've never had that much sex drive; which, suffice to say, is not good. I've been very attracted to girls (my preference has never been in question) since I was in the 2nd grade. My quality of life would be enhanced if I could find a way to address this issue. I've been told by doctor(s) - physically everything is fine. I'm thinking there's not really anything to "uncover" and this really may be out of my control. Anyway, if anyone's got any feedback on this, great. If any questions on specifics I can elaborate.