Thank you for your advice it is much appreciated.
I had my first injection of Nebido today so my mind is a little more at ease.
I did not give you guys any back story so here goes. I am 40yo. Around four years ago I started to feel the symtoms of low T. Since then my GP has had me on antidepressants. I have completed CBT therapy. I have done CrossFit, weight lifting, cycling, hiking. I have taken all vitamins known to man. I even quit my job and went back to school because I thought maybe I was a burn out in it. I have lost 40 pounds, gained 40pounds. Slept little and a lot. I have tried a lot of shit to feel better.
All this I have done completely exhausted, with no passion and no joy. To top it all off my libido has gone, all gone.
At the start of this week I was desperate and angry. I went to see one more GP here in town and finally there was a doctor who looked at my blood results and said right away, you need to try TRT.
So this was the mindset in witch I came on this forum. I wanted to get better and I wanted it NOW! I apologise for that.
I am sticking to your advice and giving this treatment a good chance.
Other T is available to me on the black market but I do not wish to go down that path.
Again thank you for your solid advice and I promise to behave here in the future.
And sorry for double posting, I did not see the pending approval on my first post.