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test and extreme anger


#1

hey bros, I just finished my first cycle and here was the layout:

weeks 1-4 d-bol: 30mg

week 1: frontloaded testosterone enanthate at 1500 mg/ml

weeks 2: testosterone enanthate 1000 mg/ml

my strength increased dramatically and the only side efect i had was anger. i got in two bar fights and would go off on my girlfriend for no reason. I didnt sleep for two nights because my heart was pumping so fast and i wanted to kill someone. i punched a hole in my wall and fucked up my hand. was the reason for my anger the high dosage of testosterone or was it a combination of my girlfriend pissing me of and the roids. I cut my cycle length back from 8 weeks to 5 weeks is that alright? I just couldnt put up with being a pissed off jacked up guy anymore. what do yall think?


#2

actually youre probably just an asshole... there is no real evidence to support roid rage... you just let drugs play with your head.


#3

Your numbers are a bit confusing. Are you saying you injected or took 2.5 grams of test in 2 weeks?

Whatever the dose the effects were negative and affected your life, right? My first reaction is that you're doing way too much juice and can't deal with the effects it has on things other than your skeletal muscles.

I don't know what you're trying to do but I recommend you rethink the route you've chosen to get there.


#4

I just couldnt put up with being a pissed off jacked up guy anymore.

WTF!?!?

Dude, you got problems. Problems that need to be solved BEFORE the next time you gear up.

Maybe talk to a psychiatrist.


#5

LMAO
Did you turn green too?


#6

I can tell just by the name you go by that the roids went right to your head. You thought you were one jacked Mother and you let yourself loose control. Maybe instead of bodybuilding you should be mind-building - develope the mental strength to be able to control and deal with your emotions.


#7

Cut 'em some slack guys, he's trying to figure out what went wrong.

First of all, steroids can exacerbate an existing anger problem and/or violent temper - that is not debated. What is debated is whether they can turn a mellow person into a violent person.

Confirm what you did in mgs/week Hulkster.


#8

Dude, its your girlfriends fault.


#9

i dont go around looking for fights, well thats not entirely true. but anyhow when im on i am extremley irritable.


#10

I have personally only witnessed one actual episode of Roid Rage and that fellow was angry even when he wasn't on.


#11

Yes yes warhorse... the ever loving defender of people... steroids can supposedly cause rage in people with preexsisting aggression and anger problems... but what couldnt? Couldnt it be that they are just paying attention to it more? Don't get me wrong... on my tren cycles I road rage much worse than normal, but if you can't control yourself you are still just an asshole.


#12

Yes yes warhorse... the ever loving defender of people... steroids can supposedly cause rage in people with preexsisting aggression and anger problems... but what couldnt? Couldnt it be that they are just paying attention to it more? Don't get me wrong... on my tren cycles I road rage much worse than normal, but if you can't control yourself you are still just an asshole.


#13

i totally agree. roid rage is a myth;the new england journal of medicine published a study of 600 mgs of test for 12 weeks and so absolutly no evidence of roid rage. roid rage is for people who want others to think they are crazy so they establish some sort of bullshit reputation. the guys that punch holes through walls and windows and who hit smaller guys.
please tell me you are not one of them!!!


#14

Here's my thoughts. There are mellow drunks, happy drunks and mean drunks. Everyone also knows how some women get when their hormones fluctuate naturally. Not all women are that way, even though all of them do have fluctuating hormone levels. So it's not unreasonable to assume the same gear at the same dose that I can take and be self confident and not the least bit hostile would have a different effect on someone that's edgy all of the time anyway.

Juice doesn't cause the fire but it's like putting gas on one that's already there in some people.


#15

i was watching an after school special one day about some high school athlete that was juicing. this was fictional of course. lets just say he had an extreme case of roid rage. he went fucking nuts! started beating the shit out of his girlfriend and friends. then finally one day he was in his room and he started flipping out (because of the roids) he started hitting himself and screaming and then he finaly shot his self.

all because fo some roids. lmfao!


#16

If you can't control the fire, you are weak and I have no respect for you or anyone like you who give steroids a bad name. You people who have this problem need to stay the hell as far away from steriods as possible


#17

I agree with steelyeyes about the mellow drunks and violent drunks.

Actually I remember a study that showed that some women exaggerate how bad their periods are just so they have an excuse to act up. Maybe thats what happening with this guy? He enjoys loosing his temper but regrets the fall out after.


#18

reminds me of a 'Law & Order' episode where the woman tried to plead not guilty d/t insanity related to postmenopausal syndrome - she got locked up for life!


#19

Just to add my two cents...I feel better, more in control, and much more confident when "on". I simply feel no (zero) urge to be aggressive(except while lifting). But on the other hand, when I'm "off" I need to control my temper more. Weird huh?


#20

One word. EFFEXOR.