Test and Deca or Test and Eq. Confused Which to Go

I have been researching about deca and eq recently but I kind of confused which to go with. I wanted to bulk with test and eq and winny at last 10-14 week. I know deca is a good choice but I heard it would suppress me really hard and shuts me down. DecAs bloat is quite scary as I heard. Planning to go on a cycle while I’m on a semi break.