Hi guys please help!
Have been having problems with all the usual low testosterone symptoms since I was 21 now I’m 36 so this has been about 15years now !
I used to work out and take steroids when I was was 17 did a few cycles with pct till I was 19 than stopped .
From 19 till 22 I was smoking a lot of marijuana than I stopped as I was getting a lot of anxiety !
Around age 21 I noticed my sex drive was low and felt depressed went to lots of endos thinking it was related to my testosterone levels but most prescribed anti depressants tho my total testosterone levels showed around 450ng/dL
Also importantly I have low sex drive and my sleep is really messed most of the time I can’t sleep till 4-5 am and wake in the afternoon not feeling fresh and I feel tired and shit all the time and mentally not alert or clear this has been going on almost since I was 24 and it’s gotten much worse now!
Went to an endo in 2016 and tried a cycle of 200mg/week test enanthate for 3months during which my libido did improve but the depression seemed to be same maybe I needed to adjust the dose and continue for longer to see improvements mentally?
Surprisingly I managed to get my gf pregnant sometime after the test cycle so my sperm count seems to be good I guess !
Please advice what is wrong , do I need to go on TRT for life ? I don’t care and actually look forward to it as long as it gets me out of this hell hole i have been living in for so long!
Also if I need trt I am still unmarried and want to have kids in a few years!
Guys please help me I am attaching pics of my full lab results that I have done after reading up on the forum.