See that's interesting. Because when I was on TRT - yeah - i felt what I would've described as "agitated" sexually. It felt almost like an irritation / annoyance that I needed to "rub one out" and feel less ..... whatever. its really hard to describe.
So when you say "Horny comes back, but the rest not so much" ... to me - the rest - was part of being horny. If you're just feeling like you gotta "rub one out" because you're feeling that pressure, then I wouldn't be referring to that.
That actually was the biggest difference between TRT and my natural libido. My natural libido, when it kicks in, not only improves girth and sensitivity, but feels much more "systemic" and pure, and "full" throughout my being. Super hard to describe. Its almost as if Androgel introduces testosterone, but does nothing for the other 3-6 hormones that probably play a role in a "full" libido feeling. So you get that agitation from the testosterone itself, but the other hormones are either shut down, or out of balance.
The reason i ask is because I successfully restarted my natural production and have enjoyed feeling numerous sensations return both emotionally, sexually, mentally and otherwise that were totlaly not there when on TRT. But my level of libido and these other sensations, is marginal at best. I last tested at 490, which isn't bad, but isn't outstanding. And yeah - I guess im hunting for that college libido again. I feel like that's when i was healthiest. So i feel like that should be the goal we all have for this.
I just don't wanna go on TRT and end up feeling that artificial, insufficient, one-sided libido again. I can't decide what's worse. A marginally productive endocrine system (490's) that is "ehhh" but feels totally normal again? or going on TRT and pumping myself to 700's, but feeling only roid rage, acne, increased body hair, and that weird, shallow/artificial feeling libido (you guys all know what I mean).