I haven’t really been on the site lately because I have been dialed in for quite some time feeling pretty great. I read for so long, so many people pushing to get off of HCG or don’t start it initially etc. that it gave me anxiety about whether I should or should not be on it.
I was one of the people who started with it day 1. Cypionate and HCG and dialed in my appropriate dose and injection frequency. Erections were as hard as a baseball bat. Sensitivity to having an orgasm had me screaming when unloading on my wife. If I tried to not let it out while get a good BJ from her I would literally almost internally implode, almost like trying to hold in a powerful sneeze and letting it blow up inside you and feeling like you broke your ear drums and rib cage.
Well, HCG is one of those things that has seen some government intervention and making it hard to get, and expensive as all hell. So I talked to my doctor about getting off of it. They happily obliged and said if you truly don’t give a crap about having kids etc. it’s no big deal. So, here I am one month off of it and wanted to make a post of how I feel for future records and for others who might see the same results.
My shit is soft and numb/lifeless feeling 99% of the time. I can get an erection, but the sensitivity is gone and the glorious orgasms are complete gone. I am back to pre TRT freaking out if I am going to even be able to finish off during sex. Even BJ’s take 4 times as long now for me to the point he wife is like, jesus get it over with already my jaws are locked frozen and hurting like hell! I also have zero interest in women anymore. I can be next to the biggest tits and smelling good woman in the world and my body would repel her instantly.
I feel like a dead zombie again, exactly how I did pre-TRT. It has gotten worse every day. I literally want to sleep all day, every day and feel like my eyes are swollen again, super heavy eyelids, sensitivity to light and even 12+ hours a day of sleep doesn’t rejuvenate me at all. I have been on vacation for 2+ weeks and sleeping no less than 12+ hours a day I have absolutely no energy at all.
I upped my Testosterone dose to offset the HCG but at this point, I am waiting to go into the doctor for some fresh bloods to see where I am in terms of numbers for everything compared to my last 3 years. It’s been a really long time since I felt this shitty so I am really interested in where I stand. Doctor didn’t think I needed much more Testosterone to offset the HCG but perhaps they were very wrong.
What else could the HCG been giving me that would account for me feeling so awesome on it, and now 100% as if I never started TRT in my life? I am currently doing .15ml of 200mg/ml cypionate every other day and nothing else.
My gut tells me that either they were wrong, and the dropping of HCG lowered my test levels far more significantly than they thought, or HCG is keeping my other hormones in check and my body really prefers those hormones being present. I realize the easy answer is just get back on it if you felt so great. I know, just wonder what it might have been doing for me so positive.
Interested in what some of you think.