To anyone who can help,
I am in the midst of a rut I cannot get myself out of. This rut being the plateau my body has reached. The intensity and expectations I hold my physical condition to are considered by all astronomical and for lack of a better word ridiculous.
I cannot hold back, I will not tone it down, and I refuse to "give up cardio and lift more weight."
With all that out of the way, I want to turn to something that can help me out. Steroids being those things. I am a private person, I have read books and from that experience it seems as though every steroid book author is out to convert the worlds' athletes into thinking that roids cause acne, balding, and a laundry list of problems.
Even though there is no scientific evidence to support any of the negative claims, its the only thing one has to read to keep discretion.
Get to the point man! Well I am an avid runner, swimmer, and mountaineer. I also have a deep love for lifting, I want to be stronger. I do NOT want to be a big guy, I think for me 190 would be top weight.
I want my running to get faster than it has ever been, I want to be stronger than I have ever been, and I want to have the power of Michael Phelps in the water.
What gear could I use, what cycles, and at what dosage. I am a "newbie" if you will. I have thick skin and can take some criticism, I will be responding with "stupid" questions.
Thanks to all who respond. No names, discretion is much obliged.