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Starting My Next Blast


#101

But what if you cause it to happen by worrying so much about it. If you think it hard enough, it can happen.


#102

You’re on TRT, blasting right now I think right?

I think because of your intelligence you are overthinking this.

I’ve been there, I have bad anxiety.


#103

takotsubo cardiomyopathy actually can arise from severe emotional stress.

Yeh, I used 250mg/wk for nearly ten weeks, it just ended, made phenomenal accurations in muscle mass. I have terrible anxiety at times, it comes and goes


#104

That the dose I was considering doing a small blast with . Just to see how I react. How did you feel.


#105

Thanks. Think I will just increase my Test.


#106

I felt great, I apologize for the previous rant, I have an important exam today and I’ve been literally having a panic attack over the past hour or so. I haven’t slept in 36+ hours hahaha. Of course I can’t reccomend you blast, however I’ll tell you I felt great, libido in overdrive, visible muscle mass gained (I’ll post progress pics today or tomorrow), but bad bacne.


#107

Here is a list of specified measurements taken a month ago and the same measurements for comparison sake.

Not too bad for some hypertrophy I guess. I’m not sure I have the capacity to eat much else. About a week ago, I added about 5 IU GH each night after working out which has increased water weight by about a pound a day.

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#108

How much longer you running?


#109

Hopefully about another 8 weeks. Not sure how much GH I have. Probably about 30 days worth unless the wife agrees to more funds.


#110

Wifes. Mine caught me with a can of skoal this weekend and all hell broke loose :slight_smile:


#111

Seriously dude, you’re still sneaking snuff around! :joy:

You need to stop that shit. As a former dipper for 13 years, I was doing 2 cans/day. Had no more places to to put it. Its super nasty to me now.


#112

how do you still have any gums?! Marines had me up to bout 1/2 can a day when depolyed and I thought that was excessive


#113

I dont really dip anymore at all but this weekend for some reason I saw it and thought hey what the hell. I wasnt hiding it. She saw that ring in my pocket and threw a fit. Women.


#114

I’m pretty healthy now but still have evidence of receding gum lines.


#115

Yep, yep, yep.


#116

As far as your numbers I’ll take those gains. You just need to eat in your sleep and focus on those calfs and that neck. I dont like seein those 0’s


#117

I’ve been focusing on increasing my calorie intake. Adding 3 tablespoons of heavy whipping cream to my 2 scoops of whey protein along with creatine monohydrate. Got some egg nog too.


#118

Did you start taking your nolva the day you started blasting?


#119

Agreed but calve are notorious for being stubborn especially for old men! LOL But my neck? I’m already snoring like crazy and buying shirts for dudes with a 50 inch waist.


#120

Yep, pretty much. Still on 20 mg/day. Slightest nipple tenderness but nothing I’m going to freak out about.