Please have patience to read it, please. I would really appreciate.
Hello! I am 18 1/2, 174, 73kgs about 15 bf. I want to start my first cycle. I have been thinking about it for months and I decided to start it in may. I have done a lot of research, at least 70h of reading forums and different pages in english and my native language (romanian) and I have also asked a lot of guys about it. Before judging my age consider these:
- I have the same height for 5 years
- I used to be the tallest and the biggest boy in my class since I was 5 and now I am a bit shorter or = with those guys so my growth happen quiet a lot ealier (+they have much taller parents)
- My dad growth stopped quiet early too and now he is just 1-2cms taller than me despite my shoulders are a bit wider
- I had a fully grown beard at 14
- My random and morning erections stopped for 2 years and my sex drive is normal, if not a bit under average, guys of my age still fap like crazy all day long and get excited if they see a random girl. I have never experienced that since I was 15.
- My body hair is the same for years, it has grown on my upper back, shoulders, chest and beard are almost coming together... (damn it)
- My wisdom teeth are out for a few years too. I read that they come out at about 25-30 years old. I got them at 15-16... Also my parents' wisdom teeth have grown a bit early.
- I have no relatives taller than me except my dad (a few cm) and my uncle (15cms).
So this is why I think that my body is ready and it is.. let's say a bit older than my age says.
The reason I want to use AAS are my damn genetics. I lift 6 days a week, good program, hard work everyday, never skip a meal or a workout, the diet is 90% perfect, I use some supps here and there. Everything is ok but... I am a lot like my mom and my grandfather and i have a lot of fat stored in my belly and love handles.
Also my thoracic cage is huge and very thick which makes my arms look small. I look a bit strange... veins all over my shoulders, chest, arms, neck... you can see my delts definition even if I just sit around but I still have a belly like I am pregnant.
Also, I shared my diet with some pros and kids like me and everyone says: great diet, too strict, you eat to few... I was like WTF? How can you eat shit and still have abs and how I am gaining fat+muscle on my calorie restricted diet!? Believe me that the calories are in cheek.
So that's why I want to use AAS+I want to look like a fitness model and cycle once every year for 2-3 years while working out year round natty and continuing natty from than on. From what I have read, even on forums from 1999, those guys suggest 18+ if you know what the hell you are doing and I think I do. Also I found that steroids are given to kids to help them grow (bones+muscle) and to skinny guys. And they are given naposim/anavar with no test base which is strange, but let's skip this.
I am thinking about the classic test+deca 10/12 weeks with some dbol at some winny (orals) and a strong PCT with tamoxifen, pregnyl and clomid+a few months on some good T booster.
I have read about the sides related to my age:
stunned growth-i don't think i'll grow anymore
damage HPTA-i asked a few real life pros I know and they told me that is shit and I can recover much better from a cycle at my age than someone older and that the only important thing is the PCT