Ok so lately ive been feeling a bit adventurous. Within the span of around a week, i smoked a good bit of weed, drank a little bit of alcohol, had my first makeout session, lied to many people about all the above, fucked around with lots of girls, and shit like that. Along with this, I got a lot of shit from some of the people who witnessed the acts or found out later from a friend. A significant bit of my friends are alright with all of it, theyre like whatever its your life, life it to the fullest, but then i have some friends that lecture me every single day about how its bad for me and stuff like that. They know i’ve been planning on drinking some more, smoking some more, and fucking around some more too, so they get even more mad.
The problem sometimes is that some of them that say this are the ones that have never tried the act they lectured me about. The one girl that drank alcohol was like whatever no biggie, but got mad about make out and weed. Another friend whose made out before got mad about alcohol and weed. Do u get what i mean? They seemed to only get mad about the stuff they hadn’t experienced, and they automatically tried to put me down for it. I just dont know what to tell them anymore so i basically said fuck you.
The thing is, I’ve missed out on a lot of stuff in middle school becuase i was fat and insecure, so now when i finally had some time to just be a kid and do stupid stuff i was getting shit from everyone for it, especially my friends. I understand some of them just care, but still. What should I say to them? Am i doing wrong? Is it their fault?