I know what you're saying. Based on the OP, SavageNation had some set backs recently.
Some people always put off an important event that helps to define who and what they are because if they wait, they can show up better. The danger of this is, they can fall into the trap of always waiting for that next show.
It can often be the right call by jumping in, learning from it, and then moving forward.
If a bodybuilder aspires to compete, he won't truly know where he is and how to improve until he goes through the process of actually competing. This applies to anyone who plans to compete in his respective sport.
SavageNation, great job and BOL.