Lost track of weeks here and it’s become more of a stream of consciousness thing.
So I have loaded my syringe for the last shot in the current bottle and there was enough T left in the bottle to confirm I had reduced my dose about 20 percent over the course of a week and a half. That was quite a bit more than I intended to reduce, but it’s easy to do when dealing in such small amounts of liquid (and switching syringe sizes).
It had sent me into a terrible tailspin. It has let me know how dose sensitive I am and I’m not remotely surprised. I have been T sensitive since I first put on the patch and the whole world came into sharp focus within a half hour.
So back to two shots of my normal dose over the course of 6 days and I am almost back to normal. Wednesday was better than Tuesday which was better than Monday. And I didn’t glide through Thursday (today) but it was easier. I did get pretty pissed off at one point early this morning, and that’s not like me but I was being antagonized and lost it. I’m the type that it generally takes a long time to piss me off. So maybe I’ve got a short fuse right now. It’s possible. I dunno.
For the most part I am already back to feeling very good. Energy is up, anxiety is down, libido is at least hanging around a little, mood is getting there. So I just keep trucking along and will not muck with the dose at this point unless forced to.