Dynamo Hun said I should make a new thread about this to garner more responses. I originally posted this in the Steroid Newbie Cycle Thread.
Information about me: I'm about to turn 20 this summer (I know that is a big no no, but I cannot live with these problems anymore). I have lots of free time that I am in the habit of using positively, i.e. working out. I walk 4-5 miles a day, I do chin-ups and push-ups for now, and a slew of back rehabilitation exercises. I am not trying to get 'BIG' or lift 'HEAVY'.
I just want to recover from this fucking plague of injuries that is ruining my life. As I mentioned above, I have muscular weaknesses in my eyes (convergence insufficiency) and a herniated discL4-L5 that hurts down both legs (I'm getting another MRI this week, I'll post the results if I have more herniations). I have been working HARD and STEADILY on exercises for both problems, and I've made some progress, but neither is going away at all.
I do not want to have surgery for either. I have done one light cycle of anavar this year and I made solid gains and felt good during, but my pain has increased while I've been off and progress with my eyes has slowed to essentially zero. I stopped taking the anavar in the beginning of March. I will be seeing a good physical therapist twice a week, and I will have people that have done gear and know a lot about it help me throughout my cycle. I just figure, the more information I have, the better. I would just like to hear what you all think about my proposed cycle to get more opinions and information.
I've never been more focused on anything in my life before. I will be working on these problems every day as much as possible, but within my limitations. I cannot go on living this way much longer. I'm so focused, that I honestly sometimes cannot even watch movies or TV because I'm just disinterested, constantly thinking about my back, my eyes, working out, healing, etc. I am going to put everything I have, mentally and physically, into healing this summer.
I plan on running a 12 week cycle of 300mg/deca with 5-600mg/Test Enth. per week, and 60mg/anavar per day. I will use HCG during the cycle, and Nolvadex for PCT. I chose deca because of its benefits to joints - I know this will not have that big of an effect on the lumbar region where my problem is, but some effect is better than none and nothing is going to have that big of an effect on my lumbar region - (and the fact that I already had a supply).
Test Enth. because It's the recommended testosterone in the long/standard cycle stickies, I will only need to inject once a week, and the fact that I already had a supply as well. Anavar also because I have a supply of it - my connect just hooked me up with a supply. I didn't originally plan to use any because I'm broke and can't afford to buy that much gear right now. I'm just using what I have for the most part. I can afford stuff for side-effects/pct/etc. but not a whole cycle's worth of gear at the moment.
Thanks for any responses, positive or negative, that have information in them and not just flames. I appreciate your help.