No offense, but this all seems odd to me. In your first post you want to "recover" and get off of TRT. In this post you want to inject higher levels of testosterone that are therapeutic.
At any rate, TRT is for life. Low test is a condition that you manage, like diabetes.
It took me forever to get my dosage right, so there were lots of trials and tribulations.
But at no time would I ever consider going off TRT -- I could not live that way again -- It was HORRIBLE.
I went about 2 or 3 years untreated, it was the worst period of my life. A nightmare, time wasted during which many good things in my life slipped out of my hands because I was too dull and lifeless to hang on to them.
That seems odd too, as my insurance pays 100% for generic test enan.
Even if I didn't have insurance, I would suspect that Costco or Sam's Club is much cheaper for Test Cypionate or Enanthate than any black market source that is selling real testosterone.
Good luck -- I hope you get this all figured out to where it all works for you.