So sometimes I wonder why I have devoted practically all of my life to heavy lifting and eating for a good while now, when staying up late or going out for a run or longboarding or going out to eat junk sounds like a nice alternative. You sometimes wonder “why am i eating this other piece of chicken now when i alreayd did before” and wonder if it’s time to just eat some junk or not worry so much.
But then when you’re out with a girl friend out somewhere in an unsafe place, and pass by a bunch of guys eyeing her and such, I believe it makes it all worth it. That feeling of just being ready to go flat out nuts because you know you can, and that feeling of knowing people aren’t gona mess with you, it’s great. That and going into the gym having that big feeling, but mostly that feeling of going out and knowing that your girl feels protected. As well, just that animal instinct you feel you have in certain times, it’s hard to explain now that I’m trying to write it down, but I can definitely feel what it is I’m speaking of.
So basically, everytime I think to myself “maybe I should just calm down and settle for the ryan reynolds look” i always think this girl would rather have a guy next to her who is gona be able to protect her while out than look pretty at the end of the day.
Okay so all this didn’t come out necessarily as I wanted it to sound, but it definitely helps motivate me to workout hard in all aspects of life.