thanks for the help. I think i have my philosophy figured out for the most part,sort of an existential thing i won't get into. still, every few years,i feel compelled to find people loving god and eachother. I need that proof to know its real. I must see christ in people,so to speak, i keep failing,even tho i look all around. Now even on line. This particular glance was a sad event for me. There are some Christians here who need to get saved and live the christians life. No one like a phoney christian,well maybe someother phoney christioans. Gotta go,enuf time wasted.