It started as a normal weekday afternoon. The sweat and humidity of Houston weather made me sweat like a Pig, as Mosquitoes were biting all over my neck, and I was doing standing military presses. My mind wandered and collect what happened today so far. I guess it was around this time when the bar was over my head when I asked myself “What am I doing? Is this what i’m place on Earth to do?” (Btw, having an Epithamy and a couple weights over your head is NOT a good idea, It nearly caved in my skull) I mean seriously…Is this what i’m really going to do when i’m outta Highschool? What if I fail? What if I have a hugh losing streak? What if they ignore my talents? I’ve been training for awhile, my striking is especially excellent, Should I enter in an Amature Competition? (I’m 5`8 and 150 pounds, I’m trying to gain like…20 more pounds, get up to 170 or maybe even 180 if I grow alil more,…i’m only 18 so who knows?) Whats really holding me back? (Well,yeah Highschool)
So my question to you guys is this, To all the Aspiring Boxers, MMA Fighters, Bodybuilders, Powerlifters, ect., Are you guys going through with your dreams? You doing something about it? I wanna be like my idol Mirko Crocop Filipovic, but right now,I have no idea what im going to do and even if I do, I dont know whats the next step.