I'm new on the forum, but I'm posting here to get some hope for my situation (I hope.)
Long story short: I screwed up my PCT bad!
Now I'm feeling the sides of it. What the heck do i do?
I've zero libido and i can pretty much not get it up without cialis (Even then, it's hard sometimes.)
I've been going on and off cycles every now and then for about 2-3 years. Usually I would average one cycle per year. (Shorter ones, about 1-2 months usually.) But last year i wanted to get big. Said and done I got on to a bit of a heavier cycle. (Note that i've never had any serious rebound from the earlier cycles. Usually about 25 mg Dbol ED and 250 mg of test cypionate EW and 20mg ish Winistrol ED)
This time however I was on:
500 mg Test Cypionate EW
50 mg Dbol ED
50 mg Anavar ED
Towards the end i changed down the anavar to 30 mg and eventually replaced it with 25 mg of winistrol (Ran out of anavar)
Right at the end of the course i ran HCG only for a few weeks. That's all for my PCT...
Yes, stupid I know... but it's done now. It can only be ascribed to a lack of knowledge at the time and improper tutoring from people i never should have listened to.
All was however fine for a few months afterwards (Quit in august) untill december when something strange happened. I woke up one day and i simply had no sex drive whatsoever. I waited it out untill march where i tried some susta and dbol for about a month (The susta gave me a small pityful amount of sex drive, but not much.) After quitting it was ofcourse bad again, if not worse. I can't really explain how stupid i feel over this. However, what is done is done.(sadly.)
I've now waited for almost two months afterwards and i've gone to the doc to get some blood work done. All i got for that was a note home saying that "My levels looked allright." The problem still persists though. I don't think they checked estrogen levels.
What comes to my mind is estrogen rebound. I tried some HCG for a while at 500/e3D
wich didn't do much really. My balls feel fairly big and i don't feel horribly fatigued or anything (Granted i've always had a bit of fatigue so maybe i just don't feel that so hard...)
Working out is allright. I don't feel horrible when working out or anything. Nothing amazing but not horrible either.
My question is: Is there anything to be done or am i basically screwed? I read an earlier(old) post from a 23(same age as me!) yr old guy who had done something similar but i felt i wanted some up to date feedback.
All i got at the moment is 1 mg tabs of Arimidex and a lot of HcG. Can probably get nolva too if i put some effort into it. (Clomid might be harder.)
Is there any hope of speeding up my return to form? (Oh, and this will probably be my last AAS cycle, I don't feel that i know enough to continiue playing with things like these.)
Hope i get some answers, slightly messed up in the head at the moment.