Worked out in my teens and made good gains. Have worked out on and off. Never had a schedule, just always been the type of guy that could go in the gym and walk around and start growing. My sex drive has been insane my whole life so I am thinking I have high natural levels of testosterone. Or did have high levels. Never done steroids yet.
Flash Forward 20 years:
Age 38. Got tired of feeling run down last year and decided to start working out. Gained 35-40lbs in 6 months WITHOUT STEROIDS. Went from 150lbs-190lbs @5’10’’ no kidding. . .sure there is a bit of fat, and i was dieting before I started to eat and train again. . .but most of the weight gained is lean body mass. Bench increased from about 120lbs to about 230lbs. I know. . .pretty decent. . .and no workout program either. Arms 17’ pumped/vascular, toned midsection but no six pack. Honestly, I look better then guys half my age (not bragging). I think I have really good genetics.
So was considering steroids because I am pretty sure I would become a monster on them. It seems I am naturally predisposed to put on muscle and would love to see how big I could get. Also noticed last 5 years my erections are not what they used to be. . .granted I still jerk off about 1-2 times a day (can’t help it) but I used to be way more horny (if you can believe that). I never understood how men could ignore cameltoe because I was always so horny it made me go to the washroom to rub one out whenever I saw it. Now I am starting to feel a lot more normal with the sex drive and it is weird not being interested in sex at times because for my whole life I thought about it 24/7 365 days a year. Viagra works well enough to make my erections kick ass, and it makes me miss having sex with really hard spontaneous erections so I use it sparingly once in awhile (I am married and wife isn’t that interested in sex anyway, but I got a mistress. . .or two).
SO. . .the more I read about steroids and PCT and see cases of guys screwing up their hormones for good, the more I worry about messing with it. Thinking I’d rather have my semi hard pecker and jerk off and have sex with a bit of viagra then lose my libido entirely!
SO MY QUESTION IS. . .are you guys taking steroids fuing crazy or what?!!! Honestly?! How the fk can it possibly be worth it to mess with your manhood for some muscle and end up chemically castrated?! I get that guys want a confidence boost, but isn’t working out and seeing your body progress enough???
Please enlighten me. . .because I am reading about a ton of sexual problems from roids. . .seems at some point it will hit, even with a good PCT plan.