You ask if a PH will bring your levels up to par and then some in a safe and correct way, then you say you know you shouldnt at your age!
You answered your own question.
The PH’s you are thinking about are basically semi-legal pre/pro-steroids. They will shut off your own production of test totally, and do you need that? Nope.
I am actually a little puzzled that any 18 year old can differentiate between what high and low test levels feel like. I mean - it takes years of body awareness and also experience of natural and artificial ups and down of androgen levels to learn how it feels… many men at 40 still dont realise it is andropause when it happens to them, due to a lack of knowledge but also due to never having experienced the sudden rise and fall of androgen levels due to AAS use.
It also occurs to me that you have listed every main symptom of low androgen levels as if you were reading or reciting them from memory…
I am not saying you are making the lot up - but i am fairly confident that you have researched the symptoms in order to convince doctors (and possibly us) you have all the signs of low test, in order to get TRT - or some form of medical/drug based action - which is NEVER EVER going to happen at your age unless you remove your small, child-like balls.
Did you ever think that there may be good reasons why these very highly educated men and women are NOT giving you exo-test just because someone has suggested you get it or you read steroid sites?
I suggest that you work with what your mamma gave ya. You eat healthily, plenty of iron and zinc to support those hormone levels. Low saturated fat, high in EFA’s, wholegrains, lean protein, supplement with ZMA and do occasional cycles of a high quality tribulus. It really does work if you get good stuff.
Exercise regularly and get in the best shape you can. I will tell you this - training for muscle is the longest, slowest fucking process i know. I mean that.
It isnt the low test that makes it difficult to gain, it is JUST difficult to gain! But you will get spurts of muscle growth every now and then naturally making it all worth it. Drugs are not what you need at your age or you WILL fuck up your hormonal system for life.
Many of the larger and better trainees here are from around 30 upwards to around 50. The point is you have a lot of time… train naturally and eat and live to accentuate your own test levels - no drink or drugs. Early nights and early mornings.
Let me guess… instead of the above you’d rather a few pills a day instead?
Well you are 18 and are more than welcome to do what you want - but be aware that of that route and the one i have outlined, you will have a lot less trouble with your libido and hormonal happiness with my plan.