Hello everyone, I'm new to this site. I've come here hoping to get some help for an issue that I have going on. I've taken some real stupid turns in life so I don't need anyone telling me how much of an idiot I am cause I know trust me lol! So here's the issue, since 2007 I've taken several cycles. 1st cycle was cypionate 1cc 2 times a week followed that up after 8 weeks with nolvadex.
Then months later recovering with no issues I began another cycle. This time it was more intense cypionate and deca 1cc a week. Then about the last 2 weeks of that cycle I did tren 1cc eod. Followed up with no pct. Still after that cycle I was able to have normal erections and the ablility to ejaculate. Months after that I began anither cycle of ethanate 1cc eod tren 1cc eod and deca 1cc per week. I was in comoetition against a friend and didn't carei just wanted to get bigger and stronger than a friend of mine.
After about 3 weeks I stopped the deca. 14 weeks later I got completely off cycle. I then had a friend of mine who got me a real script of nolva for my gf and I took that for about 40 days. My girl no longer wated me on cycle and insisted for me to stay off. Well that didn t last lobg cause I couldn't get hard, I mean no matter what she did and she's fine and amazing in bed. Few months later I got back on cycle to sace the relationship. I began taking ethanate 1-1.5cc eod for abiut 6 months.
Then my gf and I decided to try and pct again as I was getting too big and people were starting to assuming what I was doing. Do to my job I could not get any of that kind of attention. Now its been almost a year and I'm still having issues. I've taken clomid, nolvadex, arimidex and multiple test boosters. Only thing I haven't tried is hcg which I haven't been able to get my hands on. Please if anyone has any help they can give me as I feel like shit, grumpy, having weak erections, and can only ejaculate 1 time a week if I'm lucky 2 times.
Also I have been to an endo and she said cause I was ranging between 275-300 for test levels there is nothing she can really do.