Sorry guys. I really have been a mess. I haven't seen my wife in 5 months and everything was going fine for the past few months (we have been going to counseling before deployment) and all of a sudden, BOOM she wants a dicorce. No changing her mind, done... Says she dosent love me anymore. Do I'm trying to put together the pieces before I have to go pick her up on base Friday.
I stopped EQ right after she told me that because I was having panic attacks and my anxiety has been crazy. Other then that, given a different circumstance, EQ is a great compound! But I am done with gear. This is my 3rd cycle. I was in contest prep for a show on Oct 31, but now I just say screw it. I don't need the extra stress and diet restrictions. I am just a little over the edge right now and I appologize. She still says she that we will prob fuck though because "I Gota big dick." I'm not having libido issues yet but I've been so stressed with this matter I haven't really thought of sex or tried to get a boner. What would be the recommended advice? I was planning on jabbing 125mg of test E on Friday and 2 more jabs of 500iu hcg by Friday along with 100mg chlomid just to soeed things up (I have plenty) and keep taking letro at 0.625 eod till Friday. My pct was going to be keep up the chlomid and start Mikva 2 weeks after Friday. My biggest concern is that during that 2 weeks of no jabs, I'm going to not be able to get it up when she wants to fuck due to low test. I'm only taking 250mg test e a week... Can my body jump back quickly from a low dose or is shut down just shut down? I have been running hcg at 500iu sense the start. Thanks guys sorry if I sound frantic, I'm honestly just terrified of Friday. I have been in the USMC and I wasn't this scared about getting shot at.